no means no

he looks at me

and asks why

and i repeat myself

and he asks why again

and i tell him that i don't need to explain why

i said no

and he doesn't like that

because

he's the man

and

as a woman

i should be honored that he wants to fuck

but i'm not

and i should be able to say no

without any explanation

but obviously

for a man

that's not good enough.

and apparently

if i say no

neither am i.